春天

10Feb10


又一天结束了,在郁闷的时候总有欢笑,感人的爱情故事,有种无奈、心酸。

累了,就走吧。


land of smiles

05Feb10

with everything that i love in 3D2N. what’s more can i ask for?
contentment came in understanding the importance of kinship that’s irreplaceable to end with.


piika

05Feb10

the piika’s story :)


Evening walk down yarra’s.


know-it-all?

27Jan10

this little space has been my hide-out and a rant spot. it has, very well serve it’s purpose since i started and i like the way (although not conducive) where i need not really care and dump all sorts of little gibbers in here. but these days, i find it harder to express myself in here and then remain sane at the same time. there were one or two instant i felt like posting all the chunks only to end it off with the ‘X’ button. i find it musing and relatively annoyed at times especially when all this gibbers wrote here sent some of them wearing the-know-it-all-hat and then start to nurture me with all the big homogeneous logic or implement all sorts of ideas just by reading all these post. these posts, at that point of time may sometimes simply reflect only a fraction of my inner thoughts. then again, who are you to tell me what i’m and my thoughts were? maybe you think you know me well but on actual basis, you knew nothing of sort or to even preach my words on me. i’ve never moved on and ahead than before. so, stop telling me who i like or don’t and stop preaching like if you knew a lot about me. to be honest, you knew nuts and you were not even my heart to begin with. sorry but this is how direct i can get when i wants to. so, shut up and stop telling me that i like gy.

HELLO, i’m 24 to be not 15, that’s how long it started before it ended.


with a high note, i ended 2009 (I) with a cake and all these wonderful peps.


Merry Xmas

just had a simple traditional x’mas dinner with the folks in melbourne. baked a turkey and it was pretty tough. no parties, no beer nor wines which is so out of the usual, very different from the past. but i just had to had one beer which i did. :)

santa is here to visit and i just saw him and his reindeer from the news. so surreal that i instantly felt like an eight year old once more.

to you people; merry x’mas and i wish you good health wherever you are. blessed love!

xoxo


life..

23Dec09

what is life all about?

i’m feeling restless and very lethargic. birthday came and went, finally twenty-something already.  something to look forward in getting old is when you start receiving red bomb from people you knew and that is probably when it worries me because my life have yet to start and those around me are getting hitched one by one.  well, it seems as if we were still in our yesteryear in that green pino-uniform playing hopscotch at the front yard of the hall or in our teen-hood sweating our life out in the court.  it’s hard to believe that here we are, where most of us are moving on to somewhere out there, coping their new life and some, miles away in another continent.  it’s hard to believe, getting old is another beginning (or maybe suffering, LOL!) of something.

***

2009 was eventful and part of learning to let go, forgive and rejoice.  plentiful events took place where words cannot cite or describe; the horrid, the unpleasant, the turn off and disappointment follow tune with revolve, the excitement, the joy, the giving and sharing.  then, that’s where forgive and forget play a long role in such anxiety of life.  such tremendous of emotion involvement allow me to grow spiritually and mentally.  all in all, to only trust your family in bad time and the good ol’ few people.

so, 7 more days to home with tons of parties, trips and massive celebration. plenty caffeine intoxicated, Heineken on sunny-fill tanning days, massive indulgence and last but not least; saucy hot gossips from the girls.

***
this is life.


melbourne I

18Dec09

X’mas in Melbourne



xoxo


09Dec09

my 3 ‘best’ friends were here with me and most importantly, they came uninvited which annoys me.   they arrived one by one over the past few days and got me all jittery.  they refuse to leave just yet and slowly, taking control of my being.  it’s been a while since I last see them and I have absolutely no intention in wanting them to stay nor welcome them.

whenever they are here, they left me wondering how long would their stay be.  usually, they stay around for a couple of days to a week or so.  at this moment of time, their stay disrupted most of my daily activities.

so, what were you thinking you 3 brats; flu, fever and sore-throat.   why don’t you 3 leave me alone and go somewhere else to play.  you see, i’m not interested in playing with you and you just rob away my bedtime which is now, a luxury to me to bum around and enjoying life like that but you 3 just ruin my simplicity.  not only that, i’m so moody and my head felt like a zillion times heavier than the usual.